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It's not easy to say NO.
And you'll never understand.
Should i feel sorry for myself or for you?
Because sometimes you don't know what to say and what's not.

I wish i could say everything out loud.
Telling you all that i kept in the bottom of my heart for so long.
It's not easy though.
As hard as saying NO.

Telling He who listens is more than enough.
And if one day i have to confront this one thing that im scared of,
I hope i have the gut to say NO,
Or i'd simply say YES,
The decision cannot yet be made.

If only you knew,
It will not be easy for me to say NO.