Thursday 30 August 2012

Still in Malaysia, With Uncountable Blessings, and Counting the Days.


7 days left. *tak tau pulak kalau silap kira*
Ooooo, im leaving Malaysia soooooooon. InsyaAllah. And i haven't pack my things yet. Hmm.
Rasa excited, sedih, takut, nervous, senang cakap semua perasaan ada. Not that i've never been away from home. Itu perkara biasa *chewah, belagak. jap g nangis* Tapi i know this one will not be the same. 5 1/2 years. Bajet cam lama sangat la kan. Padahal orang lain pun pegi lua negara jugak. Lagi lama pun ada. Haha.

Cotcetcotcet, nak pergi mana? Pergi Bali je. Huahahaha. Dekat sangat!! Tapi kecoh cam nak pergi belah-belah Eropah sana. =.=''

Kawan-kawan semua dah fly. Ke India. And i missed them already. :'( The only batch left, us, those going to Bali. Dari KTT ada 7 je pun. 6 JPA, 1 MARA. *Actually tak semua. Yang Mara mostly tak fly pun lagi*

There's one question i keep asking myself ---> Am I supposed to feel sad because i was separated from my friends as in I didn't make it to India. And i'm leaving for Bali instead. Really, that's the question. Because frankly speaking, i don't feel sad, not even a dot. Hmm. I feel so blessed and deep in my heart, i know, Allah has better plan for me. In Bali. InsyaAllah. And every time i get to think bout not going to India but Bali, i feel so grateful *despite the fact that i might come back to Malaysia in dark-skinned version*. Truly am. Don't ask me why because i'll say 'I don't know why'.

Tipu la kalau cakap takde mulut-mulut yang mengata. Yes, there are. And i just don't bother. Why care bout what people got to say *people will never stop condemning each other* when you know Allah has planned this for you way before you were born? I have no time to worry bout what others got to say bout me *puji atau maki except teguran bermanfaat* because all i know is i have to think of what Allah says bout me. Am i or am i not a good servant of Him.

Anyway, leaving for Bali in 7 days, off to KL and Melaka tomorrow till Sunday. InsyaAllah. So I guess i can start packing my things bila balik dari Melaka. Huhu. Sehari only. That's what we call last minute packing. *yeke?*

Well, kalau dibiarkan, memang ada banyak benda nak cerita. Tak menarik pun nak cerita jugak. Kalau korang baca, bukan salah saya. Haha. =P

Till then, TATA. *lambai-lambai ala Miss Universe*

P/S : Memohon jasa baik anda-anda untuk mendoakan kejayaan dan keselamatan saya dan rakan-rakan. Semoga Allah membalas kebaikan anda dengan kebaikanNya. ;D

2 comments:

  1. salam ummi ;)
    Alhamdulilllah nak bertolak dah yee.
    hehe hope everything dipermudahkan ALLAH.
    jgn lupa betulkan niat knp nak fly okay ;)
    btw,i like the sad-thing-separating-with -friends thing.
    sbb kita pun rasa jugak dulu.esp bila geng2 yg satu kpala kn...whatever it is syukur je sbb kat mana pun kita pergi that's gonna be the best thing ALLAH planned for us.InsyaALLAH.
    fighting!

    p/s : panjang pulak sorry ;p

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  2. Wslm kak bell. =DDDD
    Alhamdulillah. aah, walaupun lewat dr y lain. hihi.
    Amin, mekasih. Jazakillah khayr.
    InsyaAllah, mekasih sbb ingatkan kte. ;)
    Xpe, panjang pun tak kisah. suka. hehe.
    InsyaAllah, y terjadi adalah y terbaik utk semua orang.
    Nnti ada rezeki kte pg melawat kak bell and y lain2 kat czech ok. insyaAllah. ;) *nk tumpang ddk bilik, free. hehehe.*

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